i sit down.....imagining the only one wish i always wanted...

i had that piece of paper ....in my hand....

the one having those words engraved on it.....

the wish propelled a memory .....the chance i had to spend some time with her......

it was a day she was after her future......i was never aware , whether it included me 

or not....

i dnt knw y she made me a part of it......but i dnt understand what gave those importances

an exit....

she seems carefree , emotional , too much involved in this world.......she is sweet..

but carries an attitude too.....

her eyes seems to be an ocean of happiness.......actually she needs to do nothing to make

someone fall in love with her......but its too difficult to make her feel for u....

the world seems to be just around her as always.......

i wish for her happiness everyday......but does she remember me in her happiest moments ?

i dnt knw.....she keeps everything to herself......

the other me finds me out ......and grins to see me.....all by my memories.....

a large collection i see.......indeed....what u wanna do with them ?.....he asked.

i dnt knw .....maybe keep it with me....but in a way they surround me.......i replied.

dnt u get bored , how can a person be so positive....after getting hurt so much ...

i doubt ur feelings.....u r a good actor i must admit that......he said ...hurting me 

to an extent....

the girl , u all this drama for ....doesnt believe in u, never wud she.....u seem a lie

in this bad world.....if that good still exists....it exists to die one day......

the day u tried..to cut that wrist of urz....she was busy talking to him....she wasnt

there...to stop u....while she was talking to him , the moment of ur end must have

passed by ....if ur parents didnt intervened ur purpose......

she doesnt love u ...she doesnt care......he said

but i do.....i added.

so what do u wanna do ?.....he asked

i dnt knw till now , let her decide.....i said.

u ll regret ur presence in this world everyday......i tried to stop u but it doesnt matter

to u , all that matters is she....he said....

he approached my hand having the paper with the wish.....he took it ......

read .....laughed .......and burned it in front of me......

i felt like he burned a part of me .......that way.....