she continued crying....i was unable to stop her from doing that......

u remember ?...i asked her.
she said .....what ?

the way u used to tell me everyday the places u wud be visiting .....i used to think it was
an invitation....i replied.....

ohh shut up........u used to ask me , so i used to tell u.....she replied...

the way u asked me to walk beside u......or the way u just stopped when lagged behind , to
make me notice ur absence and look for u......to just see how important were u to me...
i cud really feel u looked at me from a distance
and turned to look somewhere else when
i saw it.....
i cud really feel i was filling places .....but i dnt wanna make u feel that i felt that
feeling in u........the feeling of being in love....i said as i totally looked in her eyes.

shut up , its nothing like that.......she said....

u remember , the day i changed the meanings of this term u usually used for u......and
u still used it , knowing what i made it meant .....i replied.

she smiled.....

there are many more to discuss......but i shud go now.....she said.

i had no right to stop her , so i did let her go.......and she went.

i opened my eyes....and it did made me realized .....even ur memories dont wanna stay with
me for any longer.....
they also look for excuses to just go.....

somethings are there....which i never told u......nor i had the strength to tell u....

i never knew abt him....untill one day u shocked me with the breaking news.....
who was he actually and what all he did.....
from that day , my life actually took a turn......

i used to believe....i never were upto for ur standards of good looks....even i had
opinions of people abt me .....which made me fear....if i met u , u wud just drive ur
thoughts the other way....coz i ll never be what u want........

fearing the world......fearing ur changing thoughts...and the quest to change with ur thoughts
turned me into the guy i am today......

i cant blame u........no one accept useless stuffs they are offered , even if they cud be
useful.......all go for new stuffs.......as there are plenty there in the world she comes
from...

people like me ......we ll all be an unmoved element of this world......if we knw ppl
its just because we never take the "road not taken"......we go by the road taken by all
just to be with them......who matters to us.....thinking how much cud it cost us....
who have nothing to pay...........coz its not money they ask for ....they ask for
what holds the importance in ur life , the most.......it cud be anything from a person, thing,
time , life , soul , etc.

Only time knows what wud happen next....