i dnt knw what didnt worked out....
all i m now is on my own.......maybe i wont get anyone better than her or else i wont even
try
its not that about moving on......sometimes just some moments can win over u, which are
really hard to be beaten....
its not always the way things work out matter ......the thing that matters is it happened
when u really needed it the most

her affection, her care , the bonding we shared , the way she picked mistakes of mine and
made me realize how mistaken i was abt me.....

world seems so slow without her....with her time all gone , i dnt knw what she is upto
i fear if i had gone wrong ?.......

i wud give her anything she wants.....to be in her life.....but i want it to be coming natural
to me .....not by any force

i feel i made her cry a lot ....but she left just before i cud fill in her life with
happiness...

i wish i cud make her say anything but not no.....wish she had never given up hope on me

i dnt knw what will happen next .....i still want her back

but she feels the day wud never come....

may i was a lie.....or a truth that she never understood

among my life i lie ......waiting for either good or bad the change to come by...and bless
me with her in my life.......or a lonely goodbye.


i look down upon a paper to make some feelings accompany me till my wait is alive.

the paper had a wish .....the wish to be beside her in the first light of the morning
greeting her as she wakes up..
i used to come up with stories at times to make her look in the future she has with me.

but i was too sweet , that i turned toxic for her..or for the love i was trying to have.

i may describe my life without u as :

i m a loner with u, ur my only hope in life
love wont matter to me...if u wont be there to gather all my feelings i have for u
n it makes u feel that with time ....it can happen if u give me a chance....

things are so dead .....even my feelings have dried down....she says she feels nothing but
its me who has given up....my love just now dont wanna push it, make her do of her will
coz she crush the heart that loved her.....n its all upto heal....

i may not be her one...but i ll surely wait for the day she finds one....and the best more than me
or maybe me ( guess it ll just be a dream).