"Its been Days..........."

today , i rest on my feelings....lying down to feel good or guarding my existence lost in them

its been days since i smiled...since i smelled good....and felt love in the air...
its been days since i looked out of the boundaries i created for myself.....

its been a lot of time since i re-collected myself to fall in love again...
its been days since i saw her .....just her n me.....

its been days since i expressed my love........
its been days since the word "shut up".

its been days since she last asked "u had lunch/dinner ?".
its been days hearing not abt him......just abt me.......

its been days since she asked for a promise........
its been days i made her smile.....

its been days she tried to get involve in my life......
its been days she let me be the part of her life........

its been days since i felt i walked every single mile with her.......
its been days since i felt i had a reason to live....

its been days since i tried not to harm myself......
its been days everything lost their importance just to be with her......

its been days i .......
suddenly i lost words to say.....

i just felt i m missing something.......

i looked around......
i tried to remember........
i went through all my wishes, feelings .......i was guarding.....

but i cud find nothing......
nothing at all.......as if it never existed ......as if it was imaginary......

its been days since "I FELT I WAS HER ONLY ONE........"