hey , u there ?

i saw an msg on my cell.........it was from her.
i saw the time current time and time the msg displayed.....there was a gap of hours between
that.......
i replied....sorry , was busy........

then suddenly the reply came too.......

y ?....what kept u busy for long ?....is it u only ...who is utmost important to be involved
in every work......her reply.

i m sorry.......y r u so fired up ?....i replied.

atleast u shud have sent a msg ....to confirm .....and i was worried......she replied.

the days like these , really made me aware.....i had some importance in someone's life
that i cant ignore......they deserve my time...n..i should value their care.....


PRESENT day,

i m busy today.....the mrng takes my freedom away.....
even if i dnt wish to work.....everything is after me .....forcing me to move.......
i dnt want to go......i want to be left alone.......
i just wanna wait......wait for her .....even if she has given up the hopes of returning.

everything occupies my time.......but still i am not involved in it, my attention is drawn
to my cellphone.......in the quest of finding someone's concern of hearing me or knowing
my day ....
but it all fades away......coz i had to forcibly concentrate on the work......satisfying
myself with the words....."lets the complete the work as fast as possible.....in the hope
that it ll give me more time to be with her.......

but even in the middle of it , i m restless......the cell drives my attention every now
and then.......
what takes her so long to write to me......?

its not that, she wasnt writing to me.......even when she was busy.....
atleast she cared those moments for being with me instead of elses.........

but now she doesnt wish to make the moment count to be remembered........
a reply wud come .....if i tried to bring this topic up.....
"I didnt wanted to disturb u , i felt u cud be busy........"

this shows ....she never trusted me .....she never trusted me when i said.....u have all
my time.....u r everything to me......and everything is nothing without u.......

now she feels it to be disturbing , the moments that brought me so close to her.......

i had no close bondings with anyone .....before her.....coz they got over me without
knowing me.......so i had no idea , what to do......how cud things just go right for
that particular moments , the moments specially meant for their presence........

suddenly i wake up from my memories, experiencing the reality......i have work to do......
and i m lost in her somewhere......

i really get impatient as i wish to check my mobile....for some notifiaction from her....
i hope .....now really she wud have thought of me.....

but to my despair.......it all ends.....

nothing from her.....
i msged .......no reply.......hours gone by ......nothing changed......

then i called her....but the no went busy......or waiting....

my heart shattered.....
she looks so uninterested.....uncaring to me now......and it hurts.

it feels that she has got over with me now........
coz this very things had become the never-ending part of my life....since then