"Obviously its him not me...."

Every-time its him...

taking over all the happiness her world has.....

leaving nothing behind for me.....

she is a totally different person when she is with him....

i am just there to get noticed

i feel like i am just there to collect memories....

in which everyone has a role to play

only i am the one who was not so important to deserve a  role......

its me trying so much .....

just to have a girl so right to be the part of my life.

i just try to be normal .....

keep things simple and sane......but some things just don't let

it be fine

Every-time.....every hour, it just revolves in my mind......

"i just would have been in relationship with him , if i wanted to be in one....."

"love, it can never happen between us."

"he is tensed , he needs me....."

i just laugh at my own life......thats what really made me laugh .........

its over for me......i don't wanna think over......

i m back to the life of fears .....where i really didnt wanted to be.........

my love can never worth more than just dust.....

all what i can offer is surely the waste of others time.....

they probably don't wanna waste it....

my friends don't want me.....because their happiness may get interupted...love can never be

the part of me......

but even if she leaves ...

it will be the end of everything........including me.